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[Ed. Note: The opinions expressed below are solely those of the
author. They do not represent the opinions of the editor, publisher,
or this publication. Anyone with a medical problem is strongly
encouraged to seek professional medical care.]
I am a 32 year old woman. I just had surgery 3/3/04, so I don’t know if I
can truly say whether my surgery has been a success or not, but so far I’m
very pleased with how things are going.
I was diagnosed with Chiari Malformation I in the spring of 2002. One day in
Nov. 2001, I started having daily headaches, and I’ve been having them ever
since no matter what I’d tried. (Until surgery – now I’m making some
progress, but I’ll get to that)
My major breakthrough was going to see a Chiari specialist. During my search
for answers about Chiari, I’ve seen at least six neurosurgeons, three
neurologists, an internist, two gynecologists, my general physician,
physical therapists, a headache clinic doctor, plus many more and more
tests, such as MRI’s, CT scans, EEG’s, etc. than I can list. Everyone was
trying to treat symptoms separately and they all had bad information to
give. Only one doctor actually said, “I don’t know” and passed me on. All
the rest just quickly answered my questions without checking and all were
telling me bad things until I went to the specialist's clinic.
My main symptoms that were creating troubles: daily headaches, fatigue,
menstruation problems, trouble regulating my internal temperature, profuse
sweating, numbness, hoarseness in my voice, acne, neck spasms, depression,
anxiety attacks, etc. Lots of fun, that’s for sure. Basically, Chiari took
me from a normal, very healthy 30 yr old to an extremely ill 32 yr old. As
of right before surgery last month, I had stopped going to work almost
completely. I used to be the top employee at my company with regular
financial rewards. They did not fire me, but it was so bad that other people
have been hired to do my work and it put a strain on the entire staff. This
was very hard for me to handle since I take so much pride on giving my best
work. I felt isolated and out of the group. This only made my Chiari
symptoms worse since stress aggravates all of it.
Without the help of my devoted husband and wonderful three young boys, I
could never have survived. My family did all the housework, cooking,
laundry, appointments, meetings, etc. so that I was living as stress free as
possible. They are my greatest gift.
One of the most difficult aspects of this illness is that so many physicians
and nurses are not educated about it. Many of them talked time and time
again about drug addiction when throughout it all, I never really got the
pain relief to help me until the very last pain clinic doctor who had a
working knowledge of the illness. Before her, I’d been on no less than fifty
different meds. Every doctor had different ideas and theories and none of
them involved actually helping me be comfortable and keeping me active in my
life. One of the doctors actually blamed it all on my emotions, was sending
me to a psychologist, took away all pain meds, and had me on Nortriptyline
and Depakote! I was a zombie in a lot of pain! I also gained 30+ pounds in
one month and am still now working on slowly reversing that.
Since surgery earlier this month I’m doing wonderfully. I had the best
doctors!. They did wonderful work and they believed in me. I’m on a Chiari
support group on Yahoo and they actually go online to read the entries of
Chiari patients just to learn more about the illness. Even though I wasn’t a
patient, one of the specialists answered my email and helped to keep up my
faith in myself until I could get the best help possible.
After surgery they came out to my Mom and told her that my spinal fluid flow
was down to a trickle and that my squashed pituitary gland had gone back to
its full size once they did the decompression. Now, my headaches are few and
last only a short time. I’m actually able to help them with one Aleve
tablet! I also am no longer sweating and so very hot or cold all the time
and have so much more energy. I believe it will only keep getting better
once I’ve had a couple months to get over my surgery. The incision is about
ten inches long and I had about 26+ staples. It’s all worth it though to
feel better!
Another very important point is that, as specialists, they are up on the
latest technology. The surgeries used to involve bovine dura, but now they
used my own from just above the decompression area. Also, they have color
Doppler and the ability to adjust to any pressure that they may be placing
on the brain as they work. There is an acronym for this, but I’m sorry I’m
not remembering it at this time. They also cover the decompressed area with
titanium plastic, which they form right there in the operating room. Many of
these new strategies are not being done in the local areas that are doing
this surgery. Again, why do they not become more informed? I hate that so
many patients are being hurt by this.
I had not let anyone else cut me though until I saw the best. This is very
important since so many of the surgeries that these doctors do are clean up
from those doctors who shouldn’t be cutting Chiari patients! I was a
“virgin” Chiari surgery and although it lasted almost six hours, the doctors
said it was “boring” since it was so textbook and simple. I was very glad to
hear that, believe me.
Another difficult part about fighting the battle to get better is not
forgetting to believe in yourself. So many of the doctors and nurses didn’t
believe in what I was saying and wanted to put my symptoms and problems into
their little peg holes. My first neurosurgeon told me that the Chiari
decompression surgery could be done as an outpatient surgery and that I’d be
better in two weeks. He’d put a hospital bed in my house and would come over
and see me. In reality I was actually in the hospital for seven days and
will be recovering for at least two to three months. What if I’d let him
touch my brain! Very, very scary!
Earlier, I was also told by another surgeon that my problems with heat and
profuse sweating had nothing to do with Chiari. When the neurologist who
works with my surgeons looked at my MRI in Nov. 2002, he said that it was
understandable why I was having this problem; my pituitary gland had been
flattened by the pressure in my head from the lack of spinal fluid flow. It
sure makes sense when they know what they’re talking about!
I’m sure there are other Chiari specialists out there, but I’m not sure who
they might be. I think once you receive the diagnosis of Chiari
Malformation, you should automatically be sent to a specialist and these
doctors without the new information should not be allowed to work on you. It
would save the insurance company so much money and the patient, so much
suffering.
Before finding my doctors, I had even tried a famous hospital, and they said
that it was rebound headaches and that since my 6mm herniation was only 1 mm
over the average, I would never have problems with it for all my life. I
wasted a lot of months after that trying to gather my courage back up to
keep on fighting. They really hurt my cause a lot and when I emailed my
current doctor, he said this information was based on scientifically
obsolete data. The size of herniation has no bearing on the symptoms and
problems; it’s how much this herniation is blocking the fluid flow, which
obviously it was. I am thankful that God kept me believing in myself and
kept pushing me towards the right physicians.
I hope some of this has been helpful. I hate that as there are more and more
people diagnosed with this medical problem, most aren’t getting the right
information.
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